So I’m just winding down. This is pathetic. I was so busy during “Spring Break” I never really got my break. Now that I’m back at school where I should be concentrating, I’m not. I really don’t like this feeling, it’s different but not in a good way. I want to focus on my school work but I still just want to relax. Like yesterday while in Focused Inquiry. I was listening to Ms. G talk about this Unit 3 assignment and all I could think about failing. Not to mention this is the ONLY class I have an A in… that is also a bit depressing.

I don’t want to only think about failing but my grades have never in my life been so bad. Bad in my opinion anyway. Today was worse. I was too tired to get up at all apparently. I didn’t go to Anthropology at 9:30 nor did I go to my meeting with my adviser at 11:00. I did call my adviser and rescheduled for Thursday at 11:30 but still, I’m feeling like I’m taking no responsibility here. Overall I think I got all my rest out today, enough anyway. I should be good the rest of the week.

I figure if you have to pray just to get through the day, something must be wrong…